I am just a kid
I can take a punch
But I can’t take a word
You stop me in the hall
And crush my soul
Like a hammer smashing a stone
Such a defenseless stone
What did I do?
I have no clue
But you hurt me
Mock me
Stop me
From being me
Day after day
I am just a girl
I’m a tough girl
That’s what you think.
But do you know what hurts me?
No, but you do it everyday
You call it playing
I call it mocking
Hurting
Killing me inside
So many words that I cannot define
I did nothing to make you angry
To make you hate me
Then what did I do?
I have no clue.
I cry at home
Sit in silence
Hating who I am
Breaking who I am
Ruining who I was
No, I can’t say I’m fine
Because that would be a lie
I am just a boy
I do not like sports
I like reading on weekends
I wear my pants at my waist
And you call me gay
You say I mean nothing and need to leave this world
Still I fight threw the cold
And try to stay warm
One day I will give up
One day I will say you won
But still I fight
I fight the tears
I fight everything inside of me saying
You’re done.
But still I ask
What did I do?
I have no clue.
We are just human
We do not deserve the pain
We all now see
Hurt people, hurt people.
We will not continue that cycle
We will fight
Until the end
With all our might
Do you see?
How great pain can come to be?
So we end our prayer here.
And so we say,
Amen.
Goddess Brouette
Age 12, Grade 7
P.S. 315 Lab School
Silver Key
Oh my goodness that is a wonderful poem, and so heartfelt. Incredibly moving and well done.